Do you ever wonder why or
how you blog? I mean, how you find the time to fit it in to your busy day? I look around at all you incredible bloggers out there, and the tiny snippets of your lives that we glimpse in between the lines of loveliness you post, the little 'fragments of your days', and I wonder,
how do we do it!
And to be honest I don't know.
The week in pictures,
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A poorly boy. Again. |
I have lately found myself struggling to capture the everyday magic that once came so easily to me. My camera more often than not lies forgotten as I run out the door, or dash about after small people with big bellies and hollow legs that need to be filled, and then, at night I find myself lying, eyes wide on the ceiling above as I try and recall some little fragment of magic that I know was there today. If only I could find it.
And even the pictures I do take seem to me to somehow highlight what I
don't know about taking pictures. And to
lack more than anything. They certainly don't inspire and excite me they way they used to.
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Before the cold set in. |
Maybe it's the time of year, you say. But no, it's been a long time coming. I went from blogging every day (imagine!) to three or four times a week, to now barely once a week. This is not good.
It's not that I have nothing to say, but more the beauty spins by so fast I don't have time to even try and grasp or capture it. The dizzy carousel of life I am on is just that bit too fast, it has run away from me
and I lost some things along the way.
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Busy little hands at work. |
And so for the last week and a half, while we had nowhere to go and time on our hands, we sewed and made for Christmas, and baked cakes and built dens, and we did our best to keep warm in an old house with no central heating, and invariably one by one we succumbed to coughs and colds.
Our time away from the world was lengthened.
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What I found one morning. |
I listened to music that made the snow fall, I watched films that gently pulled the blankets higher and tighter around us,
and the snow fell. The snow fell. And the snow fell.
Like an endless slumber we went under, we slipped away from the world...
Hipstamatic shots.
I have thought and thought about it, and no, I am not ready to give up Milkmoon. I don't think so. But I do wonder if, or how I can make all these pieces of mine fit...